Post by vadali on Jan 24, 2006 13:14:04 GMT -5
I don't know if I'm on the right message board to get answers which I've been seeking for years, but I hope I can get even little feedback. Since it's gonna be a very long post, I'll just start now:
I was born in Eastern Europe, where the POWERS are very strong and can be detected even by those who do nothave clarivoyant gifts. Since I've been a little child, I always knew I was special. For example, I drew the sign of Aurum Solis Golden Dawn, the sun in the pyramid with much detalis. It was some 20 years later, here in US, when I found out what that sign represents. I can only assume that drawing the symbol of Aurum Solis as a kid, was a remain of my past life. The names of Isis and Osiris were known by me at age 5-6, without a previous teaching of them. At age 8, I would draw a circle around me and sing to 4 directions of the world, without even knowing the reasons or significance of what I was doing. I had lucid dreams since I can remember although they appear rarely for the past few years. I can recall at least 5 different ocassions when a glass or an object "broke" on a gentle touch of my hand.
It wasn't until my early 20s when I started educating myself on witchcraft, both "white" and 'black" arts. I started casting spells, some with succesful results, others without. I learned reading Tarot, although I don't do it anymore for personal reasons.
When I turned 22, I was approached by several "psychics" and "witches". One of them, "Julie" convinced me that my mother was cursed while pregnant with me, and to prove it, she made me buy fresh eggs, wrap one in a white cloth and step on it. When I looked at the broken egg, there was a black-clam shaped substance in it. Someone told me years later that powerful witches are able to make an egg that way to convince you that you're cursed, in order to scam money for "healing" you.
My main question will come in this story. There was a male witch, "Gene", around 50 years old, whom I saw on several occassions. He cought my eyes each time, and not exactly him in person, but the long crystal he wore on his neck. Weeks later, a woman from the modeling agency I worked for, called me and told me her good friend wants to meet me. I act by instinct, and at the time, my instinct was to meet this person, who turned out to be "Gene". He called himself a "white witch" and told me there was a reason why he wanted to meet me. When I asked for the reason, he replied: "you know the reason". The first thing that came to my head was "Julie" and her scary excorcistic procedures on my person.
"Gene" told me that his brother "P" is a satanic witch from California with outrageous powers. Some 2 months later, "Gene" called me and said that if I want to meet his brother, it's my only chance if I show up at his house within the next hour. So I did.
Nothing in this world can scare me, but "P's" eyes and smile are inprinted in my memory forever. His eyes wereso light blue, almost white and they were not contact lenses. they were piercing, almost to the point that it hurt. I had no doubts that he was powerful, he had a charming but scary smile, his voice was almost hypnotic. The whole time I saw and spoke to "P" was less than half an hour. The first thing he said to me was :"You're scared of a very tall man" (at the time, one of my friends was an ex-assasin, who was in fact very tall, and subconsciously I was scared of being with him alone). I showed "P" the picture of a man whom I loved at the time, who also had parapsychological powers. He smiled when he looked at the picture and said "he steals souls" (which now makes a perfect sense). "P" didn't give me the exact answers to my questions, but was amazed (or pretended to be) by my knowledge. I asked him whether it's true that the "devil child" has to conceived on a Sabbath, he said "yes". I asked him whether the "devil" does in fact live in NYC (where I live), he said "No, but there are 3 people who can conceive the devil child and they live in NYC now. Two of them are gay, one is a transexual" (exact quote)
I had an impression that after those questions, "P" didn't want to speak to me any longer. I spoke to him alone, outside of the house, and suddently he called his brother "Gene". As I stood in the back, he told "Gene" these words exactly :"SHE IS VEILED".
5 years later, I can't forget about the events of that night. I cut ties with "Gene", "Julie" and I moved out of the neighbourhood. There were some scary things that happened to me shortly after the meeting with "P".
What did he mean by saying that I'm "veiled"? I tried to find the answer in several glossaries, but without results. This is my main question.
Other than that, I'm interested whether "P's" theory on coming of the "devil child" was correct or if anyone else was interested in that subject.
What does "veiled one" mean??? What could it mean?
Thank you all for your patience in reading this long story and thank you in advance for any answers or hints.
I was born in Eastern Europe, where the POWERS are very strong and can be detected even by those who do nothave clarivoyant gifts. Since I've been a little child, I always knew I was special. For example, I drew the sign of Aurum Solis Golden Dawn, the sun in the pyramid with much detalis. It was some 20 years later, here in US, when I found out what that sign represents. I can only assume that drawing the symbol of Aurum Solis as a kid, was a remain of my past life. The names of Isis and Osiris were known by me at age 5-6, without a previous teaching of them. At age 8, I would draw a circle around me and sing to 4 directions of the world, without even knowing the reasons or significance of what I was doing. I had lucid dreams since I can remember although they appear rarely for the past few years. I can recall at least 5 different ocassions when a glass or an object "broke" on a gentle touch of my hand.
It wasn't until my early 20s when I started educating myself on witchcraft, both "white" and 'black" arts. I started casting spells, some with succesful results, others without. I learned reading Tarot, although I don't do it anymore for personal reasons.
When I turned 22, I was approached by several "psychics" and "witches". One of them, "Julie" convinced me that my mother was cursed while pregnant with me, and to prove it, she made me buy fresh eggs, wrap one in a white cloth and step on it. When I looked at the broken egg, there was a black-clam shaped substance in it. Someone told me years later that powerful witches are able to make an egg that way to convince you that you're cursed, in order to scam money for "healing" you.
My main question will come in this story. There was a male witch, "Gene", around 50 years old, whom I saw on several occassions. He cought my eyes each time, and not exactly him in person, but the long crystal he wore on his neck. Weeks later, a woman from the modeling agency I worked for, called me and told me her good friend wants to meet me. I act by instinct, and at the time, my instinct was to meet this person, who turned out to be "Gene". He called himself a "white witch" and told me there was a reason why he wanted to meet me. When I asked for the reason, he replied: "you know the reason". The first thing that came to my head was "Julie" and her scary excorcistic procedures on my person.
"Gene" told me that his brother "P" is a satanic witch from California with outrageous powers. Some 2 months later, "Gene" called me and said that if I want to meet his brother, it's my only chance if I show up at his house within the next hour. So I did.
Nothing in this world can scare me, but "P's" eyes and smile are inprinted in my memory forever. His eyes wereso light blue, almost white and they were not contact lenses. they were piercing, almost to the point that it hurt. I had no doubts that he was powerful, he had a charming but scary smile, his voice was almost hypnotic. The whole time I saw and spoke to "P" was less than half an hour. The first thing he said to me was :"You're scared of a very tall man" (at the time, one of my friends was an ex-assasin, who was in fact very tall, and subconsciously I was scared of being with him alone). I showed "P" the picture of a man whom I loved at the time, who also had parapsychological powers. He smiled when he looked at the picture and said "he steals souls" (which now makes a perfect sense). "P" didn't give me the exact answers to my questions, but was amazed (or pretended to be) by my knowledge. I asked him whether it's true that the "devil child" has to conceived on a Sabbath, he said "yes". I asked him whether the "devil" does in fact live in NYC (where I live), he said "No, but there are 3 people who can conceive the devil child and they live in NYC now. Two of them are gay, one is a transexual" (exact quote)
I had an impression that after those questions, "P" didn't want to speak to me any longer. I spoke to him alone, outside of the house, and suddently he called his brother "Gene". As I stood in the back, he told "Gene" these words exactly :"SHE IS VEILED".
5 years later, I can't forget about the events of that night. I cut ties with "Gene", "Julie" and I moved out of the neighbourhood. There were some scary things that happened to me shortly after the meeting with "P".
What did he mean by saying that I'm "veiled"? I tried to find the answer in several glossaries, but without results. This is my main question.
Other than that, I'm interested whether "P's" theory on coming of the "devil child" was correct or if anyone else was interested in that subject.
What does "veiled one" mean??? What could it mean?
Thank you all for your patience in reading this long story and thank you in advance for any answers or hints.
